Newness in Practice

Hi Everyone, I posted the last time about my practice around backbends and feeling inspired. Something that continues to inspire me is the many ways I can practice yoga in my life. Somedays I do not have the energy for a full asana practice especially when my teaching schedule is as full as it is now. So the other ways I practice, breathing and meditation--this has been such an eye opener for me. It rounds out my day and I do not feel the pressure to do a "practice". I was definitely programmed for many years about practice being only asana. It frankly fueled my judgement issues for myself. Over coming judgement in my life is a very large issue to me and something that I bring mindfulness (also a yoga practice!) to daily. So offering new things to practice and seeing another area of my yogic life expand is wonderful. I wholeheartedly suggest to those out there, try something new to expand your practice. Namaste' Denise

backbends

This month I have decided to commit myself to a more mindful practice. I find, and I know I am not alone, that my mind wanders and all of sudden I may be practicing but it is just a physical practice or what I think "I should" be doing. My practice took a wonderful turn after a master class with Laura, I enjoyed two weeks of solid practice on chaturunga and learned so much! And then I was back to my waundering and not focusing. My first thought as I drove to a class was what would balance me physically and mentally, what poses do I visit less than frequently?
Easy answer, back bends.....My next question was how do I take the frustration out and turn it into something fun that I look forward to? I started with what I need and that is I feel as if I have time, I have to feel warmed up and I have to feel centered in order to focus on backbends. I did a little research and found a sequence to start with and added my own variations and got started. It is wonderful! And so engaging for me mentally. I will keep you posted as to how I am progressing and post it here! Namaste' Denise

Adapting

I was surprised to see how long it had been since I posted. So this is long overdue. As a yoga practioner I notice my practice ebbing and flowing with my life instead of praciticing with intention each time I come to my mat. I very often take it for granted and do a practice I am used to doing or a series of poses that are nice and easy feeling for me. I then notice that I walk away from my mat feeling dissatisifed. I experience the disconnection and then am not sure what to focus on. So during this time two things came up for me, 1) I attended my regular yoga class and we did a pose that I had not done in 12 years. Supported halasana with a bench. It was unbelievably difficult for me mentally and physically. The teacher tried helping me become more comfortable and finally had me come out. I spoke with a yoga teacher friend and we got together and approached it again. Finally coming to the conclusion that I needed to practice halasana in a whole differant way and to chose a differant pose if it came up again in class. Discovering that I was just not ready for it in that form was humbling. And then it brought back memories from when I first practiced it. 2) the other part that worked its way into my practice was a slight over stretching that I did while teaching. I was distracted by someone coming inside the classroom and fell out of my pose. I over stretched something in my hip from this little manuever. And ever since, my practice has had to be about resting it. It is intersting to me how the universe gave me a focus and a purpose behind my practice. I have since been focusing on one pose and relaxation in my daily practice. It is fun to just be in one pose for a period of time and or try alternative ways to prop it and practice it. I am being more mindful since I have had these two things to steer me. Looking more deeply and mindfully at the pose I do translates into the rest of my day. I look at everything more deeply and mindfully, it also lifts my spirit to know that I am able to adapt my practice. Judith Lasater in her daily yoga readings discussed adaptability vs flexibility. In yoga we become more aware and although I think of myself as a flexible person in life, I am actually able to adapt. The ability to adapt comes from our ability not to resist what is happening within ourselves. I took this into my daily life as a way to meet the challenges that come to me on a day to day basis. I can easily begin to resist even the smallest thing but knowing that I am beginning to resist, I then let go and move on or go with the flow of it.

If you are having trouble with your practice look at what the universe may be showing you and begin there..........

Yoga and the holidays

Welcome! Happy Holidays, it has been several weeks from my last blog entry. I thought it was well past time to check in and bring some awareness to yoga practice. I have taken from my meditation the whole concept of slowing down. It was the one thing that really stuck out for me these last few weeks. So I took this into my Asana practice and spend longer on each pose and do less. Trying to feel exactly where I am in it on any given day. Which translates back to own life very well. Where am I in any given moment? I am connected and aware to what is going on around me?

I also took the time to break down what I felt I wanted to do for the holidays, I made a short list for each day and then let go of the rest. And it was wonderful to look at my calendar day to day do what I needed to do and then move on and not worry about the rest. It was much more peaceful and it felt calm.

I am doing a restorative practice for the next 7 days to allow myself to rest and recoup!
I was so pleased for the reminder in class on Wednesday from Laura that this is the perfect time of year to focus on restoratives and refresh ourselves for the New Year.

So to everyone out there, if you have not slowed down to enjoy the season, it isn't too late.

Enjoy the holidays, best luck and wishes to all in the New Year!!

Namaste' Denise

Gratitude

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone! I love this time of year when I can spend time cooking, doing yoga and giving thanks for all that I have. Although, gratitude is something to experience all year, at this time it is especially a perfect reminder.
I am so grateful for my yoga practice, teacher and yoga buddies. I have received so much strength, comfort and release spending time with others doing yoga or just at home in my own practice.

So how do we practice gratitude in our own poses? I spend much of my time thinking of the pose and how to be best aligned to receive the most physical benefit, then I have to be there a moment and get beyond the physical in my pose and experience it for what it is. I then need to experience gratitude for what it is doing for me and my body. It means that sometimes I have to hold the pose longer and really feel what I am doing.

I hear many times students feeling pushed too hard or if they do not "do the actual" pose then what is the point? My answer to them is, "what is the actual "pose" for you. Let go and be where you are, feel the benefits of what you are doing."

I love this reminder for students it brings me back to when I started yoga and even now(we are always still students), I need the reminder, when I can start to push myself.

Let go and enjoy this lovely holiday.....bring gratitude to your next yoga pose!!

Namaste' Denise

Bridge pose

Today, I was inspired to write about bridge pose. So for you yoga practioners out there, it is one of the most amazing and frankly, challenging poses.

For those of us who over the years always lifted the chest and crunched our necks and compressed the SI, step up to the plate!! I have been undoing my past habits. Keep in mind that many times we develop these habits is because of our resistance and compensation in other areas of our body. I am particularly by nature more rounded in the shoulders and collapsed in the chest so during my yoga journey much of my focus has been on opening this area. As of late my favorite pose has been upward facing dog, now I turned my focus to bridge.

I have experienced many ways of learning this pose over the years by many teachers and you learn what you need to at the right time. At the Grand Geneva yoga conference I attended an anasura yoga class with Desiree Rumbaugh. We did bridge pose and during the class she came around and did an adjustment on me and wow......what a wake up call. I had no idea that that was where I was heading and to actually feel it at the time was amazing. But how to do that on my own is always the challenge after a teacher does an adjustment. It brought me to a new place of "what do I need to learn to experience that again". It just so happens that through our advanced study with Laura, we explored that pose again. Which was amazing to me, because I had a whole new fresh outlook on the pose itself. I came to our exploration in class with a whole new mindset. Many of the things we explored rang true for me---working in the legs more, keeping my neck neutral and of course opening the heart center. I took the notes from this class and have been playing with them more in my own practice.

Which brings me to my insight on this pose. Exloring it from the back of the body and not the front. When I think of opening the heart center it is not only expanding across the chest and opening my shoulders but it is what is happening in the back body. Laura has tryed many times over the years to bring my focus here but until recently I have not entirely understood why. This is my tightest area of tension in the upper back and trapezius so if I am tight how can I possibily feel the energy in this area? Does this sound familiar to anyone? Perservering practice as Laura always says, so what I have done is work into it more slowly. Lots of upward dog and downward dog, Supported bridge on a bolster, garudasana arms etc. Anything to loosen up that region then moving into bridge, doing it several differant ways modified until I am focusing my attention on the upper back between the shoulder blades. This takes time and is not a quick do once or twice. It is a complete focus on this one thing in order for me to find a stable balanced pose with more benefits. Then this translates into shoulderstand which is so much more grounded and benefical. Keep exploring!!!!

Peace, Denise

Fellow yoga enthusiasts

this is my first blog and I am so excited to be taking yoga to another level. I love discussing yoga with fellow students and teachers and getting more insight into how others live a yogic lifestyle.

I am now finishing up my 500 hours and am overwhelmed with the possibilites that are before me. I find that this can keep me very scattered and unsure as to what direction to take. Thank goodness for yoga. Of course, my yoga practice is scattered too so to help on and off the mat. Finding a practice that works for me was essential. Although I teach and I do yoga quite often I am not thinking of it in regards to myself, so as a teacher I notice I need to do a solid yoga asana practice twice a week. These are never the same length of time but I am always focusing on something for myself. The other days if my body is up for it I do asana, meditation and breathing. I also enjoy a good walk or run. Yoga is also experiencing many things and taking in the present moment. I also tune into myself and get inspired on walks many times in the form of what asana I would like to do when I arrive home. There is always something to explore!!